Intense

My life seems to have a passion for intensity... so well, I might as well accept it and go with it... since the end of the path of love, again, a lot has happened and my body decided finally, to have a break, so feeling pretty...
Bastian has come to visit and gone again, together ending our relationship in love, not ending it realy, not ending the love but setting it free ;-) What a precious soul!
All my efforts to get my music back where futile (no, I am not going to call Abu Dhabi) and I have decided to get a new ipod, slowly start collecting again, even though my australian collection (YARRAH!!!!!!) seems lost. Anyone over there who could spare some discs ... ;-)??? All music donations welcome!!!!
I survived my first trip driving on the wrong side of the road, just concentrating reaaaaally strongly on the middle of the street and well, still cleaning the windows instead of indicating, but other than that, car and me all safe and in one piece!
I feel blessed with the friends i have over here, the gentle weathers... and miss a community, a place of loving people to support and love each other, a place of prayer and spirituality, laughing and living and dancing. Hey place, do u exist? Or shall in need of some creation? Slowly feeling my way towards Berlin and Colone, but first of all, rest and get well again and trust... there have been many places around the world, beating in the rhythm of love, there will be many more.
It still feels so unreal to be here, as if no time has gone by, as if I just left yesterday. Only that my beloved friends kids suddenly run around and speak and laugh instead of crawl and babble... and that my mums furniture has changed again...
And yeah, i really have to get used again to weekends. Everything closed on sundays, little on saturdays. The week has got a rhythm again, breathing in and out, shopping limited. What a blessing. Just needs some planning that I wasnt aware of before. Oh world, sweet world, you are weird and i want to fall in love with every bit!